The flood of advice, support, encouragement, and best of all, LOVE from yesterday’s post was nothing short of therapeutic. I am deeply thankful for every one of your comments. I read each comment more than once. You are actively helping me, guiding me, to find understanding and peace in all of the madness.
I have had an exceptionally idyllic afternoon ripe with kisses, trees, grass, sand, water, babies, sunshine and fresh fruit. Now Emile and Giovanna are both sleeping at the same time (a rare occurrence). And I feel good. Relaxed. Tired, but content. Happy. And best of all, loved. By James, Giovanna, and Emile.
Around lunchtime today (in the midst of an unusually short-lived bad mood), I got an email from my mother with the following text:
“I am choosing heaven today, I am walking the road of heaven right now. I am choosing heaven today. I am choosing joy today. I am choosing joy today. I am walking the road of joy right now. I am choosing joy today. I am choosing peace. I am choosing.