Have you heard the old adage, “slow and steady wins the race”? This idea contradicts many a modern mindset. We like to do things quick and effectively. We like maximum productivity. I know I do. Yet parenthood often takes us on the scenic route. Winding, yet beautiful.
I write stories by stealing bits of time through out the day. A few minutes of peace at the keyboard during nap time. A line in my notebook at the library, crouched on a tiny chair, my knees knocked against the toddler table. Occasionally I will carve out enough space to find the flow and discover a new arc to the story line. This so-called flow state is what fiction writers live for. This is how we get our stuff done. I dare to believe that if it weren’t for the flow, novels would not get written. But when you’re a full-time mother, the flow state will inevitably be interrupted by a child waking or a school pick-up or a sibling battle.
Generally, I close my notebook or my computer and I am unsatisfied. As if I haven’t gotten enough done. As if I am never getting enough done.
This belief no longer serves me. I am ready to replace it with something new.
The truth of the matter, anyways, is that I do get stuff done. I have improved my writing by writing and editing and reading and writing more. I will continue to work on my craft until the time comes to publish a novel. And when I look back on these years rich with uncertainty and sweet babies, I will regret none of it. The universe gives me exactly what I need, when I need it, whether it’s motivation or ambition or support or chaos or a fire under my ass or a book deal.
I think the trick is to be satisfied, even fulfilled, by little bits of progress. They add up. There is no race. The only competition is with the person in the mirror. If you never give up, you have already won.
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